Like what one of my blog reader, Eve said,.. The aftermath is indeed hell. I'm a very egoistic person, and this hurt me bad. Fighting those negativity is indeed very tough. I am trying my very best ward them off, but the soreness just keep coming back.
I doubt every whatsapp he received, every email he sent, every phone call he made. I have the urge to check his messages, and the urge to ransack his facebook - to look at every message he sent, and every message he received.
This is crazy. This is disgusting. This isn't me. But, I just can't help it..
Damn, I feel very tiny, very weak.
This is the irony of life.
Admitting to mistakes is easy, acceptance is hard.
Our foolishness, and our mistakes hurts others more than they gna hurt ourselves.
As it will be easy for us to admit, but is it going to be easy for them to accept?