I should get myself a cup of Chamomile tea. [Updated]

I am having exam stress already.
I have a paper on Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.

Damn. My head's hurting and I don't feel like showering. :(

#67th attempt to study: FAILED.

[Update]

I think I am having fever ah.

sian.

The aftermath.

Like what one of my blog reader, Eve said,.. The aftermath is indeed hell. I'm a very egoistic person, and this hurt me bad. Fighting those negativity is indeed very tough. I am trying my very best ward them off, but the soreness just keep coming back.

I doubt every whatsapp he received, every email he sent, every phone call he made. I have the urge to check his messages, and the urge to ransack his facebook - to look at every message he sent, and every message he received. 

This is crazy. This is disgusting. This isn't me. But, I just can't help it.. 

Damn, I feel very tiny, very weak.

This is the irony of life.

Admitting to mistakes is easy, acceptance is hard. 

Our foolishness, and our mistakes hurts others more than they gna hurt ourselves.

As it will be easy for us to admit, but is it going to be easy for them to accept?

Trust? [updated]

My boyfriend is in Bangkok for work and the shittiest thing happened.

He texted me last night, and I reckon he sent it to the wrong person (me) by accident.

The message went like this,...

"I remember now. I am rabbit!

Hey. Sorry. Really sorry for everything!

But believe me. I was very serious about you last time."

I texted back immediately asking if he sent it to the wrong person.

And there was no reply until his call 30 minutes later.

Saying someone used his phone to prank, 

and that he didn't know till now as the phone ran out of batt, he had to charge.

Sad to say but I don't buy that at all. :(

Who would prank such a serious yet random message?

People with him were all older than 28.

Honestly, I am super unsettled and it hurt so bad.

Sigh, I just need an outlet by blogging this out.

Uggh, I love him so much.

THISISSERIOUSLYUPSETTINGNABEI.

[Update]

Hey, just want to clear some air. 

I managed to find out the truths after much effort. And indeed my intuition was right.

He did contacted a girl of Thai nationality (not Thaiclub girl) that he once dated before.

It was devastating, because I did mention umpteen times for him to not contact her before and during the trip.

OMG I JUST GOT ANGRY AGAIN COS SHE'S IS IN HIS FACEBOOK NABEI.

Sigh.

Anyway, cut the long story short. I am not going to break up with him.

End no mood to write zz. 

Happy Valentines Day!

I had an amazing Valentines Day w MrSalty.
Hope all of your Vday went on well, but if you happened to be one of those unfortunate ones,
it doesn't matter. As there's Vday every year!

Randomly,
I think I suit the sweet dainty lady look! Agree agree? :)

Anyway,
I've yet to physically receive MrSalty's Vday gift for me. It's undergoing alteration.
And I should be able to get it by next Friday.
It's brilliant, and I can't wait to show y'all!

Dinner at Fish & Co. Glass House - Valentine's XOXO Platter

I was invited by THOX, on behalf of Fish & Co. to try out their 

Valentine's XOXO Platter [$39.90++]

and I've asked Mr. Salty along ^^. 

XOXO Platter is available across all Fish & Co. outlets 

from 11th to 14th Feb.

1st 100 couples whom order the xoxo set meal on Valentine's Day 

will also get to receive a "Spin the Bottle" raunchy fun game* 

and a limited edition Fish & Co. pouch for FREE.

Hope y'all enjoy this little video that I've put together.

Do enjoy your Valentine's Day!

*While stocks last.

Happy CNY + 3.5weeks till end of school

Hi people.

Have y'all been well?! :) Just a brief entry before I go to bed.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's already day six of CNY yet I'm still itching to gamble somemore. Bad!

I've won $40+ this CNY. And it is definitely not enough.

Uggh, can't deny that the Chinese are just born gamblers.

Alrighty, may everyone HUAT this year,

be prosperous, and healthy, and all things nice!

Okay, I am turning in already.

Ohyah, 3.5weeks till the end of school. Omg.

^^

I know everyone's missing me.