I'm currently in this very rough patch of my life and I feel terrible bottling everything up inside. Due to my hectic lifestyle, I've been pushing all my stress, troubles, and issues all the way into the back alley, right at the pit of my heart. And all of a sudden, everything is just too overwhelming for me to handle. So, I thought of my long forsaken blog. At least this is an outlet. A black white space. For me to sort out my thoughts.
In a gist, the biggest issue that is ripping the life off of me is, my family. Though my mother (and older sister) can't see it (they claim that I don't love my family, I disregard them etc, wtf), family is an important aspect of my life. And so my mother was, freaking-accompanied-with-god's-wrath-pissed with me, and she want me out of the house. So, counting down as of now, I have exactly 5 days to move out.
After that session of earsore and slaughtering of all of our hearts two days back, there is exactly 2 problems (which are kinda inter-related, but I didn't get the chance to explain to her) which she has, and there's no other solutions but for me to move out.
The major problem that she has is that I am gay. So, for those who don't already know, I am attached to my current girlfriend for 2months already. So, I kinda managed to only hide it from my mum for that long. She finally found out when I accidentally left my tumblr link with a picture of me and her on my Facebook fanpage (I usually remove the link).
The major problem that she has is that I am gay. So, for those who don't already know, I am attached to my current girlfriend for 2months already. So, I kinda managed to only hide it from my mum for that long. She finally found out when I accidentally left my tumblr link with a picture of me and her on my Facebook fanpage (I usually remove the link).
-brb-
